*ROTTING*

the title says it all.. ya.. i am rotting at home! oh dear! 
somehow i think that my ideology is true afterall!
It is either that u are damn busy or u are damn boring! >.<
What i'd gone through in the matriculation programme can be simplified into 1 single word.
BUSY!
But what i am going through now also can be simplified into 1 single word.
BORING!

Which is better? boring or busy!
ahhh~ life have never been perfect! nothing is perfect in this world afterall! ^^

i've been trying so so so so so hard to get myself out of this lame routine! 

• wake up at 1...(sometimes 5...that's my highest record!) to avoid my self being asked by mom to fetch my brothers!  
• eat. I suppose that's normal! haha.. 
• watch tv.. keep on changing channels trying to find nice movies... which i don! =.= 
• wait time pass...brain slowly rot..rot..rot.. reading part of my brain slowly is losing its function. Neurons got no jobs to pass any message..
• ahh...7! eat! normal?
• slowly rot again!.. 8.30.. astro on demand. tht's the only time when my brain actually functioning. but it does nt last long.
• 10.30....rot again.. simply online to search for interesting stuff..

• 12... glued to my bed! 

WAHHHH! fabulous routine right??? hahahaha..... sadly, i don't enjoy any moment of it at all!!! 

I am very eager and excited to start my university life, at the same time, i am traumatized by the packed scheduled i once had!   



my lame routine is broke by yayasan tm anyhow. just came back from their induction workshop.
oh ya! forgotten to mention.


I GOT YAYASAN TM SCHOLARSHIP!!!!

Happy lea.. i know u do! haha...their induction workshop was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!!!!!
We were broke into teams and had team building activities.
activities did included:

1. swimming in a very very dirty pond which we can even see the staircase even though the surface of the staircase is just 6 inches away from the surface of the water. Imagine it! 
2. filling in the river water into a huge paip with lots of holes!!! to make the ping pong balls float on the surface by using our hand only.(some use mouth! 0.o) seems simple.. BUT IT IS NOT SIMPLE AT ALL!!!!
3. kayak... i din even roll a bit. just sit there and let the guys do their part. guys! u're born to serve girls... i suppose! hahaha..
4. climbed in a man made bear's hole... a fat guy actually trapped in it and we spent almost half an hour to push his ass.. haha... 
5. town game... 
6. comander crawl..monkey crawl..climb over a 5 feet tall wall..

above all is to be done in an hour and half!!! freaking tired!!!!!!!!!!
overall.. it was nice!!! i'm lovin it!
on the last day, we were explained by TM ppl about our scholarships..
their offers are nt bad, but i have to be bonded for 8 looooong years! i repeat.. 8 years! 8 tahun! 8 nian! 8 nin! 8 ni! 8 whateva language! 0.o 
it's nt short! it's long.. 
my dad says it's alright for at least i will be guaranteed a job when i graduate.
but.. but...
i just hate the word BOND.




and i got called up to go for IJM interview for scholarship and still wondering to go or not since i already get yayasan TM. 


still wondering....


wondering....


it's my another chance! 

1.  

Yayasan TM! =)

i remember how stupid i was to not apply any scholarship after my SPM. This will be the most stupid action that i had taken! regret? haha.. YA! 
crying over spilled milk is simply useless! 
seeing my friends, one by one, getting good news while me? 
still here! in Malaysia..=)
most of them got JPA and are going to leave very soon...... very soon!
the worst thing is, they are all my best friends!
Sophia, ying ying, and soon cheon of course!
tears flow down my cheeks continuously and for the first time, it was uncontrollable!i could not make it stop! started to think how stupid i was for nt applying JPA! I did not even give my self a chance! 
Not even some courage to apply for it! 
serious, at that moment, JPA meant everything to me. WAseh! can go oversea FOR FREE lea...
regretting over things tht had been done is better than regretting over things that could have been done!
anyhow, i'm still proud of them! well done! u guys deserve it!  
after sometimes, i finally learn that JPA is not everything. I still have my life to live. No matter how is it, how it may be or how it will be, i still have to live my life! so, CHEERS! =)
However, i actually lost a chance of studying in oversea..(still regretting)

so, after all those events, i knew scholarships exist! lol! like i don't before this.. haha.. but i really don't! i did not exposed my self with all those during my high school life. Even when my friends were talking bout it, i don't give it a damn! >.< 


time flies.... i learn everything about scholarship! i'm a scholarship pro! haha.. affter my matriculation programme, here comes my days of applying scholarships! i never know that it can be so troublesome! >.< no free lunch right??
after quite sometimes, the first feedback that i got:....
YAYASAN TM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!
i was so happy to know bout that!
being selected to attend their bengkel pemilihan....for 3 days..
later, after a week passed..
i'm being called up for an interview!  ^.^
i'm just like sakai!.. haha
i even have a chance to explore menara tm! huge tower! 
i would love to work there someday! nice environment!
when i'm out side the interview room, i chatted with some of the other candidates. 
OMG! they all have interview experience! o.0 just me!!!!!!!! 
i'm freaking nervous at that time!!!!! 
just a blink of an eye, nervous time soon gone! 
didnt present that well..T.T...
others show their quality well...
couldn't be bothered because i have confident on my performance during the bengkel pemilihan!.
hopefully they will consider that as well! ^^ hehe...
wait till they contact me again!!!! 
yayasan TM, i'm waiting! hehe...
 

I AM ANG MO LANG!

SUDDENLY! i mean suddenly! so sudden that sophia and i made this quick decision. ^^
We were outing yesterday with my bunch of friends when suddenly we came into the hair topic. Cant really detect who started it but very high possibility it was sophia! hahaha! it was first started with her wanting to cut her hair, but her hair is already short! seems like every of her return to Taiping, will be followed by her visiting to the salon. She likes cutting her hair in Taiping! don't u, sophia?? haha..


BUT!  suddenly she say.."come lets go dye hair!"  
i was like  "dye hair? come! i also want!"
we were both so excited!!! like kanak kanak riang!
wei, cant blame us right? for 19 years we have been watching ourselves in our black silky hair.. so nice! and this sudden change will make us feel so weird standing in front of the mirror watching our hair in other colour! 0.o

therefore, we made a promise to meet in the salon this morning! wei ling and shu shan were suppose to be with us but they ffk us.....T.T


i remember last time when i was in school, i used to envy my cousins and auties as they can dye their hair to other colours... like ang mo lang! so nice.. X) not like me.. so lame.. have to obey the school rules.. nt to dye hair as this will give us a bad girl impression to the societies.. but really, who says dye hair during the school days means u are a bad girl?? is it because the actually just broke the rules? thats y they are bad? but why cant the school just abolish tht rule? so, nobody is bad! woohoo! \(^.^)/

ok, back to the topic! since now i am no more trapped in the school, and need not obeying the school rules, and thus, i am sure to dye my hair!!!

 so, me and sop met at 2 and we start choosing colour for our hair. Our decision making process is so damn fast.. aiya! we both also cin cai wan laa.. haha.. whateva colour will do.. as long as our hair is no longer black! lol! then we chose blonde! ok.. transformation of our hair began! 


oops.. i forgotten to mention, sophia came with her mom and she brought a lot a lot of laughter!!! she was laughing all the time! now i understand, like mother like daughter! XD simply a little joke will make her laugh non stop! hahaha...


for nearly 2 hours spending time colouring our hair( not boring at all cause we spent 90% of the time laughing together with sophia's mom), YAY! I BECOME ANG MO LANG D!!!  after 19 years! hahahahah... 

 




sophia preparing to dye her... bye bye black hair!!










             









                        the result! but cant see much effect laa since the sunlight is behind her..





                                                                        






both of us!


























so sorry for not having the process of mine cause i'm the cameraman! cant take my own process!

and then we go back! bye bye! see u in june sop! 
at night! ma leh! the colour of our hair changed!!!!!!! it is not suppose to be this colour! it suppose to be what we saw in the display!!!! but my mom says tht after a few wash the real colour will be out! 
let's see......~

and i scares my little cousin! she was like "mummy!!! who is this jie jie!" hahaha... 
yay! i succeed to transform!!!

mission accomplished!