Imma Lazy BUMM BUMM!~ xp: Till we meet again...

For once i were deeply sad and for once i were finally able to overcome my sadness and lead a normal with happy life.. but when this one day..this final day arrived.... i am again, sad..........

It's the day my boyfriend and my best friend leaving me... pursuing their studies oversea.

Chan Soon Cheon....

That's him! haha... but he's in Canada now. =( miss him a lot and wish him to be by my side now.

So, on 2nd September 2010, which is a day before his flight, i went over to his sis's house and stayed overnight there cause his next day flight will be at 9am but we have to arrive there by 6am. After my class, his big big sis came to UM to pick me up. I had a shower there and was anticipating for his arrival from Taiping with the rest of his family members. When i saw him, i have to admit that i have no sad feeling AT ALL.

We went to a restaurant to have a farewell dinner with him. His family members seems to be very proud of him. =) well, who don't, right? =)

After dinner we went back home and we start to talk and i even mentioned that i don't want to sleep for that night! haha.... We started taking out Canadian dollar and US dollar and also Malaysia Ringgit for comparative reason! haha.... how lame.. and suddenly he dumped a stack of Travelers Cheques worthed CAD20000!

WoW! 0.o hahaha..... Ya, we had fun together as a family! i felt comfort! =))

His mom seems to don't want to sleep but in the end she slept. Same goes to his sis leaving cheon and i in the living room. He promised to return the next year and I just listened. =) We talked and talked... and suddenly his bro came out and watched a movie. I wanted to watch together but my eyelids were just too stubborn! I SLEPT! =.= (i just wasted 2 precious hours with him!)

4.30a.m..... it's time to wake up. Evryone is getting ready to send him off. I'm not that sad yet. Everything seems normal to me! Serious. I remembered every time when my friends question me whether i am sad, i will say, no! I do not know why. But the last time of me, had a thought that it's only Canada and it won't make us any difference.

Everything is like normal. I sat beside him in the car, holding his hand for the last time and yet not feeling anything special. I was damn sleepy and he offered his arm for me to sleep. haha. How i miss that! =) on the way, everyone was very quiet. Not even a single word was spoken. SO i slept! haha.. on his arm. =)

Suddenly he woke me up and showed me a building. It's Mentari Court!!! A building that brought us lots of memories..... Really a lot!!!! pictures started to come out in my mind, like films....... Memories of me and cheon. I was like watching those memories playing in my mind when i saw that building! Without realising, I teared! a lot! i feel his hand holding me tight now! ya! i pressed his hand too! haha.. like real press! XD i looked at him, haha.. ya, i love him! =) and i'll wait for him!

Tears still flowing down... still... and i was trying hard to hide it! Luckily no one saw it! haha... =) i think.

I resumed normal when we reached the airport. It was a long journey but i felt as if it's only for a while.

Went into the airport and snapped lots of pictures. My tears were still flowing but i managed to hide them! =))) haha...