*ROTTING*

the title says it all.. ya.. i am rotting at home! oh dear! 
somehow i think that my ideology is true afterall!
It is either that u are damn busy or u are damn boring! >.<
What i'd gone through in the matriculation programme can be simplified into 1 single word.
BUSY!
But what i am going through now also can be simplified into 1 single word.
BORING!

Which is better? boring or busy!
ahhh~ life have never been perfect! nothing is perfect in this world afterall! ^^

i've been trying so so so so so hard to get myself out of this lame routine! 

• wake up at 1...(sometimes 5...that's my highest record!) to avoid my self being asked by mom to fetch my brothers!  
• eat. I suppose that's normal! haha.. 
• watch tv.. keep on changing channels trying to find nice movies... which i don! =.= 
• wait time pass...brain slowly rot..rot..rot.. reading part of my brain slowly is losing its function. Neurons got no jobs to pass any message..
• ahh...7! eat! normal?
• slowly rot again!.. 8.30.. astro on demand. tht's the only time when my brain actually functioning. but it does nt last long.
• 10.30....rot again.. simply online to search for interesting stuff..

• 12... glued to my bed! 

WAHHHH! fabulous routine right??? hahahaha..... sadly, i don't enjoy any moment of it at all!!! 

I am very eager and excited to start my university life, at the same time, i am traumatized by the packed scheduled i once had!   



my lame routine is broke by yayasan tm anyhow. just came back from their induction workshop.
oh ya! forgotten to mention.


I GOT YAYASAN TM SCHOLARSHIP!!!!

Happy lea.. i know u do! haha...their induction workshop was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!!!!!
We were broke into teams and had team building activities.
activities did included:

1. swimming in a very very dirty pond which we can even see the staircase even though the surface of the staircase is just 6 inches away from the surface of the water. Imagine it! 
2. filling in the river water into a huge paip with lots of holes!!! to make the ping pong balls float on the surface by using our hand only.(some use mouth! 0.o) seems simple.. BUT IT IS NOT SIMPLE AT ALL!!!!
3. kayak... i din even roll a bit. just sit there and let the guys do their part. guys! u're born to serve girls... i suppose! hahaha..
4. climbed in a man made bear's hole... a fat guy actually trapped in it and we spent almost half an hour to push his ass.. haha... 
5. town game... 
6. comander crawl..monkey crawl..climb over a 5 feet tall wall..

above all is to be done in an hour and half!!! freaking tired!!!!!!!!!!
overall.. it was nice!!! i'm lovin it!
on the last day, we were explained by TM ppl about our scholarships..
their offers are nt bad, but i have to be bonded for 8 looooong years! i repeat.. 8 years! 8 tahun! 8 nian! 8 nin! 8 ni! 8 whateva language! 0.o 
it's nt short! it's long.. 
my dad says it's alright for at least i will be guaranteed a job when i graduate.
but.. but...
i just hate the word BOND.




and i got called up to go for IJM interview for scholarship and still wondering to go or not since i already get yayasan TM. 


still wondering....


wondering....


it's my another chance! 

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