i remember how stupid i was to not apply any scholarship after my SPM. This will be the most stupid action that i had taken! regret? haha.. YA!
crying over spilled milk is simply useless!
seeing my friends, one by one, getting good news while me?
still here! in Malaysia..=)
most of them got JPA and are going to leave very soon...... very soon!
the worst thing is, they are all my best friends!
Sophia, ying ying, and soon cheon of course!
tears flow down my cheeks continuously and for the first time, it was uncontrollable!i could not make it stop! started to think how stupid i was for nt applying JPA! I did not even give my self a chance!
Not even some courage to apply for it!
serious, at that moment, JPA meant everything to me. WAseh! can go oversea FOR FREE lea...
regretting over things tht had been done is better than regretting over things that could have been done!
anyhow, i'm still proud of them! well done! u guys deserve it!
after sometimes, i finally learn that JPA is not everything. I still have my life to live. No matter how is it, how it may be or how it will be, i still have to live my life! so, CHEERS! =)
However, i actually lost a chance of studying in oversea..(still regretting)
so, after all those events, i knew scholarships exist! lol! like i don't before this.. haha.. but i really don't! i did not exposed my self with all those during my high school life. Even when my friends were talking bout it, i don't give it a damn! >.<
time flies.... i learn everything about scholarship! i'm a scholarship pro! haha.. affter my matriculation programme, here comes my days of applying scholarships! i never know that it can be so troublesome! >.< no free lunch right??
after quite sometimes, the first feedback that i got:....
YAYASAN TM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!
i was so happy to know bout that!
being selected to attend their bengkel pemilihan....for 3 days..
later, after a week passed..
i'm being called up for an interview! ^.^
i'm just like sakai!.. haha
i even have a chance to explore menara tm! huge tower!
i would love to work there someday! nice environment!
when i'm out side the interview room, i chatted with some of the other candidates.
OMG! they all have interview experience! o.0 just me!!!!!!!!
i'm freaking nervous at that time!!!!!
just a blink of an eye, nervous time soon gone!
didnt present that well..T.T...
others show their quality well...
couldn't be bothered because i have confident on my performance during the bengkel pemilihan!.
hopefully they will consider that as well! ^^ hehe...
wait till they contact me again!!!!
yayasan TM, i'm waiting! hehe...
3 comments:
hey, mag. i'm actually really proud of u. ur blog title said it all: life is like a story. that't so true. but if u'd failed to realize, the regret back then had made you a much stronger person. and that matters the most! :p one thing for real, "if only"- are the two saddest words in the world. now you have a choice, to regret-sticking to the past or to revive-embarking on a different chapter of life. love u mag. ;)
thx sop! =) never realise this comment of urs until this very day! argh!.. blogspot should do something like the notification in fb! haha... to notify us of ppl's comment..
thx for ur wisdom words! not sad anymore.. tears had brought away all my sadness.. even if i applied jpa, i'm nt sure to get! haha.. its just tht i am regret because i did nt apply for it.. regreting over things tht had been done, is better than regretting over things tht could have been done. right?
so now.. sad? NO! regret? YES! haha..
what to do? fated! this is my story line.. hehe.. good luck in ur next chapter in seatle! make sure it's nice! ^^
can i now how the interview ? what question will be asked ?
please add me ad fb . i want to know detail about the interview :)
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