i'm back!

it's already a long time for not updating my blog.. aww~ so kesian! i've been very very very busy!
it's just a blink of an eye and i'm actually finishing my mid term! wow~ time flies... serious! meaning to say, 4 years time is actually very fast! ya!...
so far, i enjoy my life here alot! we don actually study... CAUSE we play!!! a lot! hahahaha.. the seniors here actually teach us to play and nt studying and they claimed tht as a balanced life.. =.= ...
especially my buddy. he gave me his box of books and told me, 'NAH! this book no need study wan.."

i:          oooo.~ this one lea?

buddy: ooo.. this one also no need wan.. 

i:          okay! then this thick book lea?

buddy: ahhh~ i nvr touch b4!

okay! =.= so what for u give me??? hahaha..
but surprisingly, he scored cgpa 3.92!
wow~ he must have absorbed everything in the lecture hall!!!!!

fyi: buddy means a direct senior.. its a system in UM which we call it buddy system..

ok.. SO WHERE SHOULD I GET MY MOTIVATION FROM???

one day, i was studying my critical thinking approach and thts when one senior approached me and asked,''what are u reading?' and i replied, "err...critical thinking approach?" and unexpectedly she said" AIYA! NO NEED STUDY WAN LAA! what for the uni give u study week???"

omg! UM students don study! =.=

BUT!!! we are superly, duperly, damnly, highly involved in faculty projects!!! there's too much projects to join and guess what? I'M LOVING IT! wheee~~~ projects! here i come!!!!!

the first project tht i joined, MASC! malaysia accounting students convention! its a very grand event and i am very proud to be able to pass the interview session and be part of the organizing committee of this grand event! but.. i'm kinda disappointed for nt getting the department i desire. (marketing), instead, i gt publicity!..
of course i'm nt complaining here cause i really learn a lot from my head department, koh ming cher. well, he's weird! he always claim himself as leng chai! lol! "CALL ME LENG CHAI" thts his favorite sentence!

joining this event helps to open my eyes! 0.o open open!!! big big! why???? my seniors all are working like corporate ppl! marketing department are going to look for sponsorship from a lot of companies, doing presentation and also proposal!!! *envy envy* it's head department, vivien taught me some useful stuff and i'm going to treassure it well! hopefully i can get to join marketing department next year! mayb in accounting nite! ^^ publicity too! nvr know tht we can actually organize 2 press conference!! all thanks to mr koh ming cher! well, he's good in the politics! simply can just call any yb to enter! lol!  it will be my great pleasure to learn from him!

lastly, MY STUDIESSSSSSS~~~ walaoe!!! next week three exams! and i dono what the hell im studying!!!! i don think so i'm going to sleep for my coming nights! 0.o..... mid terms! i hate u!

oookay.. i tink i should just upload some pictures of my life in UM so far.....=)

thts my faculty! faculty of business and accountancy..! =)

wow! yumm yumm!~ there's really lots of food here.. might gain my kilos here! X(

thts may! with her dragon pizza! it costs her rm12! wow~ but it tastes superb!

thts us! buddies gathering in sushi zanmai!

pubicity department!!!! XD

tht's mr koh ming cher, my head department.. he's tall! =.=

he's my cousin..(nt real cousin laa) haha.. cause we are related in our buddy line! XD

intoducing to our buddy line!!!

big buddy...me...and buddy!!! (picture proved tht they bully me..alot!) haha

buddy:qi en.. also from taiping!!! XD

big buddy: ai theng!! XD

this is our complicated buddy line... haha

again! our publicity department!

ppl claim us as SHE.. so, i shall be the selina!! hahaha..

MASC!!! whee~ i'm lovin it!

thts my fan which i survived with! no fan, no life!

my piles of boookkkkkssss~ hate them!

new place NEW LIFE! =)

finally, i stepped my leg into UM!
how should i picture my feeling? actually i don really feel excited bout all this thingy, in fact, i feel NOTHING!
how can this be? i was so hoping for this day to come but i did nt get my excitement till i reached um!
i felt nothing and my dad continued driving to my residential college (kk3). It was real big! the first thought that came into my mind was.. shit! i'm going to walk all these distances everyday for four years time! i'm going to build a lot of leg muscle!
fyi: my faculty is very far from my college!
reach there.. wait for number and finally enter the room...
very small room with size of a parking space with a double decker bed and a long study table and also cupboards! its small! =.=
then i went out to have a meal with cheon and mom and dad. reached back um at bout 2.15 and i was very damn late for the orientation programme! and i bye to them very fast though my heart really feel hard to be separated from them! miss u guys! =(
enter the hall with full of embarrassment! so this is what i feel for my first day there!


ok, orientation started! = hell started!!!!
man~ its was tough as in the part of those big big ppl crapping in front there as if it was fun for us on the floor! can u notice tht our butt have been landed on the concrete floor for so long! and the funny part is, they even ask us, kamu semua mengantuk ke? walao eh! for sure laa! mister, u're the best sleeping pill ever!

ok, so far i have lots of complaints but not compliment! hahaha... but i really wanna say is, um really is a gd sch! i loove my uni so much! really proud of being able to study here! though um is the oldest uni in malaysia, though um is the smallest university in malaysia, though um technology isn't that well, though um's hostel is so small and so nt nice, i still wanna say, i love um! =)))))))

in um, i've seen a lot minister here coming to congratulate us. even mahathir's son was here! lol! being able is face him side by side, i feel proud too! hehe
but he fail in answering many questions in the forum!

q1: kenapa uitm tidak terbuka kepada bangsa-bangsa lain dan hanya kepada bangsa melayu? sedangkan in adalah peluang terbaik untuk memberi cabaran kpd melayu?

q2: since u mention singapore develop due to their man power, and most of them are from malaysia, and why is malaysia still blocking our non muslim way?

q3: something bout the quota system!

he fail to answer all of the above! as in he did answer us and he speaked very long.... but without an answer! =.=

ahh.. forget bout tht!during the orientation, i get to meet back a lot of my friends!!! yayie!
may, chiu peng, foong yen, sze sze, wan ching, jason, yong li, ravi, shi jie, yash, qing, syryae, winson, etc etc,...a lot of them are here! hehe.. =)


now looking forward for the classes and of course.. i still havent get my excitement!.. =.=

UM! I'M COMING... WHEE~~~~~

i'm always wanted to say this for a long time! FINALLY! yes.. i am saying.. and i am proud to say... UM! I'M COMING! WHEE~~~


everynight i'll be wishing to post this sentence.. wishing to get into um... wishing to experience the best university in MALAYSIA!
i remember last time when i decided to go for taylor architecture, my dad advice me to go for form 6 so that i can go for UM. Seriously, at that moment, i was too stupid to say.."aiya! um ni ma! i also can enter easily laa! i want taylor laa! " Now i realise that, to enter UM, it wasnt easy at all!

My friends say that i am being very lucky to be able to enter um. People around congratulate me. YUPP! at the first moment, i am really feeling very proud! but later, looking back at my friend's achievement, to get to enter UM is nothing compared to what they are achieving nw!

i realise tht i still have lots more to catch up so tht i can be like them!

UM is nt my final aim..... i know tht i have to aim for more...=)

u better help me to achieve wat i want! see u there um! i hope u won disappoint me!

* UPDATED! *

wow! i've been a lazy bum bum for so long! >.< no good!
so where should i start this? errrr....

ok.. let me start from my brother's birthday party in my house.
that was a Saturday and more than 10 of his friends came to our house. Bout at 1, i looked out of my window and was damn surprised to see a gang of mat rempit riding in to my house compound! oh my shit!
they rang my door bell and i was like WTF! what are they doing here in my house??!
so i........ah ian!!! (my bro) who are they!!!!  
he was scared too for listening to my tone.
and next, he bit my back... cehhhh! they arre my freinds laa!
what the ass! why must they all come together in their motorbike with helmet and wear black colour shirts?
aren't they attending my brother's birthday party? wear RED laa! >.<

ok fine! =.= 
so that gang of 'mat rempit' went into my house without bothering to even saying hie to me...
and i'm lucky not to be hie-ed by 'mat rempit' too! haha
they they start their karaoke session! 
TRUST ME! that was the worst part!!!!!!!!!!! 
there are some out of tunes.. too much tunes... too high pitch.. out of pitch.. 
BUT THE WORST! SCREAMING!!!!
pleae laa! the mic is there to amplify your voice already.. why are you screaming to amplify your amplified voice??? 
therefore, to run out of that place, i offer my self to buy them pizza! ngek ngek ngek! clear my mind out of those amplified amplified voices!
all the way.. i drove to pizza hut!.. incredible! i ordered 3 large pizza, 3 garlic bread, 2 bottles of pepsi, 7 bowls of soups, 13 pieces of chicken.....
sat aside and waited...
suddenly, therewas this one old young fat woman.. aiya! typically known as AUNTY went in. 

AHH AHH! ITU ITU! MAKRO MAKRO...

no one bothers her....

ehhh! HALLO!!!! ITU ITU!!! HALLO!!!

no one bother her... and she continue to wave her hand repeating those words... 
with full of sympathy?... haha.. i ask the kakak to layan her.. 

so the kakak said "aunty u tunggu ar... belum sampai u." forcing herself to smile the best she could.    

ehh! ITU AR.. APA MAKRO... APA APA MAKRO AR..

What? sure laa no one get what she meant! so, everyone looked at her in confused. 
the kakak have to layan her since she don understand " aunty u tunggu..belum sampai u"
kakak: apa makro aunty? tengok menu..
aunty: tak tau tengok laa! saya nak order itu makro laa! apa makro ar?
kakak: saya pun tak tau apa itu makro.. (ask others to confirm) 
aunty: apa tak tau! lu kerja sini! makro laa! anak saya bagitau nak itu makro! mana saya tahu! lu kerja sini ma!
kakak: err... *confused*
manager: pepperoni ar aunty?
aunty: YA! YA! ITU PEP PEP PEP...

(think to double confirm)

aunty: yayaya!!! itu pep pep pep! nak tiga!

everyone: OOOO! PEPPERONI!
 aunty: hehehe... (big smile) eh.. saya tak nak itu paper ar.. itu pep pep pep lu letak dalam sini!
 *showing them her metak made tupper wear*
kakak: *confused again* ooo...okay!

LOL! i was laughing in my heart!!!! and i have no chance to watch the next dialogue cause my orders were readied! 
next! it was me to be ashamed of!
wth! i'm going to carry all those orders by myself??????
and my car was like 200m away! ok..nt 200.. mayb 100m.. hehe..XD
wat! still far kay???
ok... wat to do? i'm not going to carry those in two trips!
walk walk walk... reach my car.. hand swollen... so i let those orders rest on the road by the side of my car while i get my car key to unlock my car..
tht entire process was actually being watched by a stupid maniac guy! 
he was standing some where in front of my car...watching every action of mine.. and PUT HIS HAND INTO HIS PANTS!!!!!! and i can clearly see the movements of his hand in his pants!!!!! O.0
eeeewwwwww~
very quickly!!! i unlocked my car, dumped all those orders into my car, not bothering whether are they of any liquids! all i care was tht maniac guy!!!!
i ran to the driver seat and quickly reversed my car and drove back!!!!!!

FUHH!~



MY BEST ESCAPE EVER! =)   


was very happy to reach home safe! wheee~ 
next.. 
bro: JIE!!!!! WHY ALL PIZZA OUT OF ORDERS AND THOSE SOUPS LIKE BOCOR ONLY!

what i care? hahaha.... its better than to end in that maniac's hand! hehe.. =)
  

LIFE

hmm... i'm sad to come across one of my friend's blog today..
i'm sad to read her blog..
not because her pity-ness tht made me sad.. but her way of viewing her life..
why? i mean why? 90% of her blog is about the complaints of her life..
but i see her life is near to PERFECT!
why is she still complaining so much!

she's pretty! she's clever! going overseas every year..! having a wonderful family! being center of the attention..top scorer..beautiful with hot body. what is she complaining? 

people that complain are those not appreciating how wonderful life is..

isn't it? life is wonderful! =)
i love my love albeit some saying my life is dull......
what i care? but i do at times!

but i'm me! maggie!




just wen u started to think hw miserable life is.. try thinking.. hw torturing life during war and when natural disaster strikes..

just appreciate what u have nw!.. nvr complain! 

no complain + no excuses + no blaming = PERFECT!


p/s: i just bought love story cd.. 6 cd's... 

listening.. woo~~~~ enjoy life! nvr complain! ^^

*ROTTING*

the title says it all.. ya.. i am rotting at home! oh dear! 
somehow i think that my ideology is true afterall!
It is either that u are damn busy or u are damn boring! >.<
What i'd gone through in the matriculation programme can be simplified into 1 single word.
BUSY!
But what i am going through now also can be simplified into 1 single word.
BORING!

Which is better? boring or busy!
ahhh~ life have never been perfect! nothing is perfect in this world afterall! ^^

i've been trying so so so so so hard to get myself out of this lame routine! 

• wake up at 1...(sometimes 5...that's my highest record!) to avoid my self being asked by mom to fetch my brothers!  
• eat. I suppose that's normal! haha.. 
• watch tv.. keep on changing channels trying to find nice movies... which i don! =.= 
• wait time pass...brain slowly rot..rot..rot.. reading part of my brain slowly is losing its function. Neurons got no jobs to pass any message..
• ahh...7! eat! normal?
• slowly rot again!.. 8.30.. astro on demand. tht's the only time when my brain actually functioning. but it does nt last long.
• 10.30....rot again.. simply online to search for interesting stuff..

• 12... glued to my bed! 

WAHHHH! fabulous routine right??? hahahaha..... sadly, i don't enjoy any moment of it at all!!! 

I am very eager and excited to start my university life, at the same time, i am traumatized by the packed scheduled i once had!   



my lame routine is broke by yayasan tm anyhow. just came back from their induction workshop.
oh ya! forgotten to mention.


I GOT YAYASAN TM SCHOLARSHIP!!!!

Happy lea.. i know u do! haha...their induction workshop was A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!!!!!!
We were broke into teams and had team building activities.
activities did included:

1. swimming in a very very dirty pond which we can even see the staircase even though the surface of the staircase is just 6 inches away from the surface of the water. Imagine it! 
2. filling in the river water into a huge paip with lots of holes!!! to make the ping pong balls float on the surface by using our hand only.(some use mouth! 0.o) seems simple.. BUT IT IS NOT SIMPLE AT ALL!!!!
3. kayak... i din even roll a bit. just sit there and let the guys do their part. guys! u're born to serve girls... i suppose! hahaha..
4. climbed in a man made bear's hole... a fat guy actually trapped in it and we spent almost half an hour to push his ass.. haha... 
5. town game... 
6. comander crawl..monkey crawl..climb over a 5 feet tall wall..

above all is to be done in an hour and half!!! freaking tired!!!!!!!!!!
overall.. it was nice!!! i'm lovin it!
on the last day, we were explained by TM ppl about our scholarships..
their offers are nt bad, but i have to be bonded for 8 looooong years! i repeat.. 8 years! 8 tahun! 8 nian! 8 nin! 8 ni! 8 whateva language! 0.o 
it's nt short! it's long.. 
my dad says it's alright for at least i will be guaranteed a job when i graduate.
but.. but...
i just hate the word BOND.




and i got called up to go for IJM interview for scholarship and still wondering to go or not since i already get yayasan TM. 


still wondering....


wondering....


it's my another chance! 

1.  

Yayasan TM! =)

i remember how stupid i was to not apply any scholarship after my SPM. This will be the most stupid action that i had taken! regret? haha.. YA! 
crying over spilled milk is simply useless! 
seeing my friends, one by one, getting good news while me? 
still here! in Malaysia..=)
most of them got JPA and are going to leave very soon...... very soon!
the worst thing is, they are all my best friends!
Sophia, ying ying, and soon cheon of course!
tears flow down my cheeks continuously and for the first time, it was uncontrollable!i could not make it stop! started to think how stupid i was for nt applying JPA! I did not even give my self a chance! 
Not even some courage to apply for it! 
serious, at that moment, JPA meant everything to me. WAseh! can go oversea FOR FREE lea...
regretting over things tht had been done is better than regretting over things that could have been done!
anyhow, i'm still proud of them! well done! u guys deserve it!  
after sometimes, i finally learn that JPA is not everything. I still have my life to live. No matter how is it, how it may be or how it will be, i still have to live my life! so, CHEERS! =)
However, i actually lost a chance of studying in oversea..(still regretting)

so, after all those events, i knew scholarships exist! lol! like i don't before this.. haha.. but i really don't! i did not exposed my self with all those during my high school life. Even when my friends were talking bout it, i don't give it a damn! >.< 


time flies.... i learn everything about scholarship! i'm a scholarship pro! haha.. affter my matriculation programme, here comes my days of applying scholarships! i never know that it can be so troublesome! >.< no free lunch right??
after quite sometimes, the first feedback that i got:....
YAYASAN TM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!
i was so happy to know bout that!
being selected to attend their bengkel pemilihan....for 3 days..
later, after a week passed..
i'm being called up for an interview!  ^.^
i'm just like sakai!.. haha
i even have a chance to explore menara tm! huge tower! 
i would love to work there someday! nice environment!
when i'm out side the interview room, i chatted with some of the other candidates. 
OMG! they all have interview experience! o.0 just me!!!!!!!! 
i'm freaking nervous at that time!!!!! 
just a blink of an eye, nervous time soon gone! 
didnt present that well..T.T...
others show their quality well...
couldn't be bothered because i have confident on my performance during the bengkel pemilihan!.
hopefully they will consider that as well! ^^ hehe...
wait till they contact me again!!!! 
yayasan TM, i'm waiting! hehe...