Confused.

I've never been so confused.

I remember going back home for my short break. Not being home for quite awhile and so i have totally lost my interest towards Astro. Thus, i just watch whatever my family members watch.

I remember that night my brother left the History channel on and so, i watched! Never know tht short 1 hour clip has total changed my belief for these 20 years. That program called Ancient Alien.

I know some of u might argue or even got angry after reading this post but this is just my point of view. I don have any plan of spreading new belief or watsoever. lol. The biggest question in my mind is, Who/What/Where is God? How we know there is God? Why is there a religion? I just don get it. When i asked these questions to my friends, they'll just tell me, "Just believe it, Maggie. Have faith with it." How i wish i can just think like u guys then i won be this confuse now.

After thinking for so many years, watching Ancient Aliens gave me a rough idea that i believe perhaps the God that we meant is actually Aliens! Aliens might have visited our Planet long time ago during our ancestors time. The biggest prove i would say its the Pyramid. It's so mystery tht i would really think tht it's made by Aliens. I've heard this rumors long ago when i was young but society will add a line after tht. They would say,"How is it possible! hahaha."

Society just don want to admit tht there is an Alien visitation even though much prove have been found. But why everytime when somebody says that there is an Alien and he/she will eventually turn into a laughing stock? Cant we look at Alien not by norms? It is very mysterious tht needs further discovery. 

Another question is, why are all Gods from the sky? Buddhism, Christian, Islamic, Hinduism.. and all. They will look into the sky when mentioned bout their God. I have actually a rough idea bout this. JUST A ROUGH IDEA, I repeat. Tht Aliens might have come in UFO and appeared in the sky doing something great for the society and our Ancestors at that time know nothing about technologies ASSUMING those are God cause they are doing something tht our ancestors cant do. Well, this explain my question so i guess it is correct. I don know. i cant find any better answer for why are all Gods from different religion is from the sky. 

Talking bout Buddhism where u can see from drama tht the God can fly in the sky. Even Kung Fu fighters can fly in the sky! Don't u feel its kinda no sense tht human can fly at tht time? and not now? Our Ancestors are not stupid to create such stories! They don create! They might have saw something tht really flies in the sky and thought tht they were God! So stories passed on from one generation to the next till now. So wht are u thinking now? 

Even Albert Einstein believe tht there might be Aliens. Our universe is so big tht we are not the only living things! We cant be so naive to think tht we are the only living things! im sure there will be others out there and it's too mysterious for us to discover. Humans have limitations right? How cool if someone is able to discover everything but when will be tht day? =( will  we be forever living in this mysterious world?  

Im just so confuse! Who is God? of course i believe tht there is God! but who? If u say human cant see it, only believe in it? then where does all the stories come from? who write it down? why must we believe in those stories?? 

These are called circular crops. They are formed at crops field all over the world. and its so big tht  they cant be formed in just one night! but the fact is, they are formed just in one night! who did tht? And wht is the message?

It's photoshop or it's real? it's up to ur judgement. =)

If u say it's not UFO, there is no Alien. W.H.Y? 

p/s: i don mean to offend anyone. It's just a post! ^^

Ma first informal emcee experience !

Actually this was in my draft for veryyyyyy long already. never realise i din post it! lol. Here is it:


after MASC 2010 i thought i will never be given a chance to be an emcee again. and i thought, even if i am given one, i won wanna be one. cause being an emcee is a heavy task. You need to know every single flow of a programme. Used to tought emcee is just a piece of cake where u just need to go up the stage and crap! BUT HELL NO! there's so much preparation to do!

preparation #1
to do script! we have to do script and foresee the unforeseeable! lol. tell jokes to yourself and imagine the response then respond to the imagined response. haha. this is hard. i sat alone in my room thinking of all these and talking to my self. err. sounds crazy but i think most emcee does tht. so it's alright i guess. ha.. watch youtube to generate ideas and to create the environment. With this, comes challenge no 1: my partner is a girl! usually an emcee partner is always the opposite sex but now we are both females. which means.. we are both girls.. which means.. we both are not guys. lol! wht the heck im talking. Yupp! i seriously ban this and talked to my programme head department a lot of times as well as my buddy. they both convince me tht this will work and i seriously have lack of confident. 2 girls will restrict a lot of actions.

preparation #2
i never know that being an emcee have to learn to walk to stand and to move. LOL. it was the biggest task ever! but u know wht? through this training i have now a better posture. and i am very happy bout it! x) so i learn to walk and stand like a LADY but a lot of my guy friends still say tht ii failed in it! so after accounting night, i have given up! lol. whateva, just be my self!

preparation #3
to find suitable dress.. nt too sexy and nt too dull. ahhh forget this preparation. lol.

and ya! actually there are more but i am damn lazy to continue. haha. actually i first say i don wanna become but this is seriously a golden opportunity for me to gain experience. so i step out and give it a try. never know tht i did pretty well! =)))

 i'm so happy about this and being able to stand on the stage with hundreds of eyes on you is a once in a blue moon experience. I can never experience tht again. LOVE IT!

can u spot me there? ^^

me and me partner!!! 

Accounting Night 2011 !!!

Valentine's Day?

14.2.2011...

Valentine's day! Some how, it is forbidden in Islam. Just know recently and got a shocked of it. 

Anyway, everyone has a reason and i won't give a damn at it as long as it don't create any issue like the "Allah" issue again! =)

Valentine? did i celebrate? YAH! hahaha... class till 8pm and then? went to SS2 pasar malam! tht's my valentine! 

so, why i wanna blog about it? Cause i drove all the way to SS2!!!!!!!!!! @.@

Without any professional beside! wakakka. it's my satisfaction. It has always been my dream to drive in kl. well, not exactly kl, it's PJ. hahha. 

Don't care! it's still highway! 

Aiyah! never take a picture of my baby Viva. ish! next time bah!

 

Where is our Valentine???!  Valentine's day still have to attend class?! >.

17/1/2011

Always wanted a celebration for my birthday.

Remember for my past 19 years, i didn't really celebrate. cause my birthday is in January and it's a starting of the school and i'm nt really tht close with my class mate yet. so.. haha. and who cares to celebrate my birthday! x) Also it's January, so my cousins were all back to KL and no one is in Taiping to celebrate with me.

As for my mom, she always think tht it's too common to celebrate my birthday with a cake. so, she doesn't buy a cake. P/s: having a cake is better than nothing right?

Therefore, i used to hate my birthday! =)

2011 will be a year for me to remember well cause i actually celebrated my birthday! x)

Oooyay!

For a moment i really thought no one is going to know it's my birthday again cause we had accounting camp a day before my birthday.

So i was thinking, they might nt even to bother it's my birthday like tomorrow! Ya, i don give a damn either. Since i dun give a damn like in many years.

After the camp, came back with exhausted body, went to the bed and slept! woke up and saw the message from ming cher saying: THERE WILL BE A DEPARTMENT MEETING TOMORROW.

=.=! meeting tmr.

But who knows? A meeting tht became a party! Got a cake after so many years! =) Very thanks to MASC 2010 publicity department! Also to my beloved friend, jien may. hahah! May, the pretender! She has been pretending the whole while till the very end of my birthday!

Meeting in Carls Junior worRrr... haha

Ate a burger tht is even bigger than khai shin's head! haha

me cake! ^^

After effect! =.= thx to mcher.

 

 

 

 

i wish........

Yupp, went back after the meeting-party. x) it was awesome though and was very surprise!!! thx to jien may, the pretender and ming cher the organiser.haha. 

Still very tired after returning to UM. So i plan to take a nap and then start on my work. had a nice bath...

Again, a knock on my door. 

Jien May was shouting for me. 

"MAGGIE MAGGIE!!! QUICKKK!!!!!"

Open the door and she rushed me to my closet and ask me to change quickly! 

She say we are going to have supper in picadili! 

Damn! i was having a nice chat at tht moment. =((((

so i just grab my white t shirt with some random short pants.

May: DON WHITE LAA.. GREEN NICER.. WEAR GREEN LAA!

i was like wtf! green shirt with red pants? and she seems extremely ok with tht, so i say NO

she insisted for me to change! but why? i was thinkin. so i don give a damn and go out of her way! lol. she seems disappointed and finally gave up!

Go down down down.. reached the carpark and saw my friends waiting. 

i was so paiseh asking them to wait me to celebrate for me. 

So i quickly rushed to my friend's car.

SUDDENLY!

there were like" ATTACKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!"

I was brought down on the tar road by tht jien may after some wrestle! maleh!

It hurts like shit!

I shouted " WTF! PAIN!!!!!!!!~ "

surprisingly, no one cares me and they continue splashing water on me! followed by 14 eggs! 2 packets of Daia!

First thing tht came into my mind: MY WHITE SHIRT!!! and then, my leg!!! it hurts like hell after the Daia solution suddenly attack my injured part. and then finally.. JIEN MAY ASKING ME TO WEAR THT GREEN SHIRT! should have wear it!!!! >.<

ahhaha. it was seriously damn fun! and i nvr had tht kinda birthday before! Very well planned!! Just tht the weird part is.. why Daia? lol! being curious, i asked them and they replied me: CNT FIND TEPUNG MAA! USE DAIA LO! =.=

Thanks. 

I love them all! Though its not a celebration involving very high cost,but their effort is very much appreciated! Again, credit to Jien May! =) I had a very nice time with all of them. 

thank you! =)

 

 

 

 

The organising committee! ^^

Tiring never stop and it continued to the next day! My buddy and big buddy asked me out to celebrate with me again! =)))

This time we go YUEN! A place for steamboat and the chicken wings was superb!!!!!!

They are simply awesome to spare their time celebrating for me though the time table at tht time was seriously damn pack. Very thank them. 

We took like three plates of chicken wings and the best part is, we don;t need to fight for it! cause tht time there's nt much customers! YAY! 

eat eat eat... makan makan makan...

There... they surprised me with a love-shaped box! pink colour wan!

Inside is full of girly stufff! hahahhahaha....

A very special present tht i have never receive before! i wanted to laugh but i cant! 

I think i wanna be a girl. but obviously i cant. =.=

Wanna use all of the stuff they gave me. cause i really appreciate them lots! 

Thank you!! 

Ai Theng and i! =) 

ooops! 4 plates lea! hahhaa,,, me and Qi En

The most special gift ever!!!!! Loving them!

That's all!! 

My most memorable birthday! 

I will treasure this memories well.

Lastly, my birthday wish: i wish to have.....................

MASC 2010

Ho ho ho~ Merry Christmas! 

But i'm nt gonnna post anything to do with Christmas!

It's all about MASC 2010! lol.

haha. The fever has not gone yet. Im still being quarantined under the disease 'MASC 2010 fever'

 14th till 17th December was the critical time. lol

So, wht i did for getting such a weird disease? Let me see..

We went back UM on 7th December and it was suppose to be out holiday! Wow! So, i sacrificed it. nvm.

Then gt back to UM and did the preparations.. (i was late for the first day XD) it's ok. i forgive u, maggie.

 

Preparation was fun! Play a lot. as if i'm holidaying more than working! Wakaka!

Of course i did work kay? haha. Kay, too long din post so this post gonna be a long one. Divided into a few session laa haa. Too long ma! XD

EMCEE!

As usual, gt scolded for nt being serious during the rehearsal. =( Hmm.. how i wish i am born to be serious. But i'm nt. (Why so serious?) Trying hard. i should. i want to apologize here for the mistake i did during the rehearsal.

Also, i noticed tht i am nt suitable to be a formal emcee. =( Received all kinds of comments. "Maggie, be serious!" ... "Maggie, your tone so weird"... " Maggie, you are too aggressive"... "Maggie, you are too fierce!" ..."Maggie, you are nt smart!"... "Maggie, you are too pretty!" Wakaka..!

Hmm.. yup, kinda sad listening to those comments. Some commented tht i am very powerful. She say i shud take tht as a compliment. Mayb. =)

Appreciate all those comments. Comments make changes right? Thanks. 

I already did my very best and i practiced every night before i go to sleep. Mayb i'm just nt born to be an emcee.. =(

Kay, enough of the sad part.. x)

Spotted me? wakaka. the small one near the door there. x)

Concentrating wei!

Hmm.. gotta improve on the skill.

VISIT TO THE CHURCH! 

Err... i went to church for the whole part for the first time! Nice experience!

It was cool to see them being baptized, which i was very lucky to get to see. =) Listening their songs was very relaxing as well. I see hw they love their God, enjoying socializing there. cool! Listen to lesson by one pastor on parenthood which i couldn't agree more! x) it was indeed a very knowledgeable visit!  I'm a Buddhist and ppl say we shouldnt visit any church. but i simply do not agree with this statement. Reasons?  ... Pay the church a visit, and you'll know! =)

Thanks Jien May, Ming Cher and Wei Xiang. =)

-no picture- =(

DOOMSDAY!

Ming Cher showed me a video.. +- 2degree. =( It was indeed a must watch video. It shows us what happen to out earth which all of us do not care probably because we are not exposed to the disaster. Through the video, i can deeply feel what is happening to our earth now. =( Sad. Human will soon die. Doomsday will soon come. Earth will still be here, in this universe, but not being occupied by humans anymore. Sad isn't it? Yupp, i did emo because of this video. So, we soon gonna die??? 0.o 

Enjoy! Woo Hoo~

Doomsday clock, a clock scientists use to calculate the end of the world.

Neh~ the world won't end like this..

KEPO-NESS LEADS TO SCOLDING!

wakaka. This happened during the BDO career exposer talk. Joanne and i were the emcee for tht talk. We were too tired listening to 3 talks consequently. Tak boleh tahan!

So, we decided to go to BSB 3 for a rest. 30 minutes at least! =) Ai Theng, the coordinator tht moment followed us as well. haha.

Went to BSB 3 and hell lot's of organizing committee in it! Probably because we were all too tired. haha. Saw Jess talking bout Vincent. So, we went to kepo. Keke. At first i don't wanna talk anything bout this vincent guy. But i saw swee bee, his class mate and winston, his room mate. SO I MA ASK LAA! normal human ma me. wanna clear up my doubts. And gt to know something tht hurt me deeply. Doomsday, The end of the world, originally my idea and was stolen by this vincent guy and being accused by him tht i did nt contribute much and claim tht is his.  =( Sad. i thought he will appreciate my effort and my idea. whateva. lesson learnt: no good guy in this world. or another word: 10 guys in this world, 11 are bad ones! x) So everyone was gossiping, suddenly, Salleh msg and scolded "where the hell is all the OC?" lol!

We rushed to the hall and as usual, gt scolded again! =.= but it was fun! x)

lol. see their expression.

i want to kill him!!!

The kepo gang!

FACILITATOR 

Wow! It was not an easy job! Nt  at all. lol! it's as if i have 14 kids to take care on. x) 14 kids running all over in Kl  and you have to keep an eye on them. No wonder mothers usually shout. lol. And i gt called as their mum. =.= haha. yay! i have 14 kids! (^.^)Y My group members were great! very. but i didn't really have time to spend with them. Time was pack. Kesian them for having a busy mom. But i appreciate them for thanking me. lol.   

wow. so fierce! lol.

my group! G11

So many ppl wearing the same baju, how to know who are my kids laa! =.=

MASC 2010 SIAP!

MASC 2010 Siap! =) It was indeed a great convention. Learn a lot through this convention and very lucky to be chosen as the committee. Though it was hard to organize one event like this, looking back at the feedback, keeps our fire on! MASC 2011, i hope there will be one. =) 

Publicity Department, forever in my memory.. mana khai shin?

MASC 2010 SIAP!!!

MINI CELEBRATION

After the event, we had a kinda luxurious dinner.=) then movie at 11.30pm! wa haha. Tron, lame movie but with great effect! haha.  

part of the movie gang.

was the ticket long or i am too short?

 

 

 

 

 

MASC 2010 over, whta's next? celebration..... Till we meet again, peeps! =)

why isn't it so?

My first sem in UM officially ended when i finished my lass paper on Thursday.

Papers were all very tough. 

Ethnics bout years.. FAR bout analysis... Econs' questions were too subjective... Principle of marketing = pia also mati... the rest still fine i guess. Bout the Exam period was total hell. =( Hate it and i passed it thinking how nice it will be after returning home. 

Exam finally ended. 

Return... and? 

It wasn't that nice as i imagine it would be. =(

I am glad that i imagined before the reality.

Reality sucks! >.<

Potato Chips, the heart melter!

See people!

What's the difference?

You must be like =.=!

Ya ya, one Mister Potato one Pringles right?

One Blue one Red right?

One Original flavor one Barbeque right?

Lol!

NOPE!!! cause one is normal potato chips, normal ordinary that you can always get from almost any shop! but the other one is the only one in this world! X)

SEE!!!!! Coins! all 50 cents coins! Except some 20cents which i added in recently laa! lol. 

Wakakakak! so much right? hehe.. and ouhh! What's tht paper???

Doubt thou the stars are fire,
Doubt that the sun doth move,
Doubt truth to be a liar,
But never doubt i love.

X) yup.. this is a special potato chips heart melter specially made by.......HIM!

Last time when i was in Martric, the washing machine need hell lots of 50 cents coins to get my laundry done!

I used to complaint to him bout the hardship of getting those 50 cents coins when some aunties unwillingly change those 50 cents coins to me! and at times, i begged! =.= it's better than i do my own washing right? lol.

Then, when i got to UM, they said there will be washing machine here but need coins! so i thought it would be like tht in matric. i sigh!!!

So, out of no where, suddenly he handed me this! X)

A Potato Chips Heart-Melter! =)

Love it!

It will last me for One sem!

Need more!!! =P